Well it happened almost every year ever since I graduated from my degree. Every time of the year when it comes to my birthday, I'll be very very gloomy and unstable. And turn out this year, I have a very hard month to go through. I don't really understand myself to, so I was wondering around doing my hectic job as an analyst to distract my current state of mind. I don't even do any outfit photoshoot as seen of my rare post in Instagram that mostly during june-july, I posted the throwback picture.
I may lost, moody, overthink, procrastinating, sensitive towards anything, clumsy, uncontrolled emotion, wildest imagination and many more.
Sorry for the negative thought for the introduction part of the post.
Just to let you guys keep updated, what happen during my blogging break time. I was fighting my own self and emotion, being negative all the time. Not in the good state to write a blog, well maybe reaching 24 years old is a little harder for me to accept. Being actually young adult, not that rebellious teenager anymore! So yeah, more responsibility and thought that I think that I will never ever think of in my life.
But well I did past the month of July, and able to do a photoshoot with my friends. This time I'll be just stay true to who I am, what I like, what I love. That "Rebellious teenager" ! I Dye my bleach hair into ashy purple and ready to rock just like a Kpop girlband Blackpink (maybe?) . Never too old for trying out something new and show my love to street style. I am not a feminine person, so for me to pose freely in a feminine style is quite challenging. But for street style, I just go with the flow and dang it, I can't hide my over excitement feeling when I saw the result. Guess what? Being who you are is a privilege of lifetime. Even till now we all hides those true feelings inside that tiny boxes inside you and keep them safe. In order to not get anyone hurts, or even yourself. We all have that wildest dream, thought and feelings deep inside that you can't control but you keep it hidden. No one is perfect. Yes, this is part of growing up to be better and maybe when the time has come where you actually able to express it. You have nothing to fear anymore, and being true to yourself, being who you are.
Here are some snaps from my latest street style photoshoot. I pair my fav lazy to go t-shirt with corset and oversize jeans jacket with ripped jeans and platform shoes. A touch of pink sunnies and hat to show a little different color tone and not too mono for white and jeans.
Special thanks to Jessy Xu & Sanny Xu for helping dye my purple ombre hair. And the make up by Jessy Xu. Thanks to Tiffany Kongadian for dragging me out from my comfort zone and it was a fun photoshoot with you. Many more photoshoot to come !
Blogging is one of my way to ease my hectic mind. And being true to yourself is one of the greatest thing you can achieve. Hopefully I am able to share a very positive content in the next post. till next post - adios.